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So yeah my back still hurts, and now so do my ribs on the left side. It feels like a bruised them or something. Last night I also had a really bad fever and was sick like a mother, so I didn't go to school today. Which means I had time to update the gallery with some new pictures, including me without a shirt!

You should check it out, and then you should come bring me cookies or something cause I'm sick and you love me.

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My back hurts really bad, and it has for like 4 days now. It sort of feels like I'm sore, but I havn't lifted weights or anything recently, and I can't think of anything I would have done to hurt it. But it's like a continual pain, and it moves around all over from anywhere between my neck and my ass, and it's really annoying. So if you see me you should come give me a hug and/or money.

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Here's a photo album of sorts that you can look at (since that seems to be the new rage)

It'll probably be pretty slow.

enjoy.

http://tempest.shacknet.nu/gallery/

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Well the last night of musical was certainly fun. I was stage manager and running sound, the light board broke during intermission (water+electronics=fun fun fun), an actor got hurt, the footbridge was too far forward and a curtain got stuck on it, and Tim got kicked out for being a bum. All in all, I'd say it was a good show.

In other news, I have free time again, so if ya wanna hang out you should give me a call.

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Havn't updated in a while cause I've been real busy.

When musical's over and I have free time I'll continue to amuse you all with my witty rantings.

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wow I'd forgotten how lame school was.

turns out very.

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w00t I'm not sick anymore and I actually feel good!

for those like two people who actually wondered.

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Some good advice. guys, please read this:

A wussy is someone who is her "best friend" dying in agony, hoping one day he might suddenly get to fuk her. He became a wussy by calling her a lot, agreeing with everything she says and putting her above himself.

Don't be that guy.

Always remember, that YOU are the most important person in your world. Take care of yourself FIRST then focus on others.

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Okay so I was in my car just now, right, and I was parked in a parking lot and I looked at the odometer and guess what it said??

146666


wait a sec... maybe... I'M satan!


w00t

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So I was reading this forum right, and there was one thread and the topic was "things that bring you joy" and it was just people listing simple things that make them happy, like warm gooey-centered cookies and a good rum and cigar. And it got me thinking about what makes me happy. And I'll be damned if I couldn't think of anything!

Somehow, I don't think that's a good thing. In fact, it might explain why I'm hardly ever happy. I can hardly even remember the last time I was really happy... well except for new years when I was drunk, that was actually fun. But then the morning came and I've been depressed ever since, as you can see since I've posted like four times today.

In fact, now that I think about it, today has been REALLY LONG. And I didn't even wake up early... sometime around 1:30.

I guess the day lasted so long cause I've been so miserable the whole time.

damn.

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I hope you all absquatulate.

Yes, even you.

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I don't think it's healthy for someone's mood to change this quickly.




The forced smiles only make me hurt more.




I think I'm sick. And I think I have been for like the last three weeks.
Or possibly the last three years...

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I'm not tired when I go to sleep, and I am tired when I wake up. It takes me like an hour of tossing and turning to get to bed at night; it takes like an hour of tossing and turning to get out of bed in the morning.

And then when I'm awake, I just sit around idly. Time flies, but I'm not having fun. Before I know it, it's time for sleep... I stay up a few more hours after that anyway since I'm not tired... then I go to bed.

Wash, rince, repeat. I don't know who invented this game, but it's pretty lame.


Clearly there's something wrong, but damned if I can figure out what it is.

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