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So I was reading this forum right, and there was one thread and the topic was "things that bring you joy" and it was just people listing simple things that make them happy, like warm gooey-centered cookies and a good rum and cigar. And it got me thinking about what makes me happy. And I'll be damned if I couldn't think of anything!

Somehow, I don't think that's a good thing. In fact, it might explain why I'm hardly ever happy. I can hardly even remember the last time I was really happy... well except for new years when I was drunk, that was actually fun. But then the morning came and I've been depressed ever since, as you can see since I've posted like four times today.

In fact, now that I think about it, today has been REALLY LONG. And I didn't even wake up early... sometime around 1:30.

I guess the day lasted so long cause I've been so miserable the whole time.

damn.

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